Memorable memory

11.23PM saturday, oct 24

2009-10-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

all i can say is, i feel really not good. so not good.
feel like scolding -_-"
can anyone do some charity? let me scold a while?
im tired of caring others.
im tired of helping others.
can i get some help?!

SPM

2009-10-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

Everyone who can save me~ pls rescue me from the exam~ its really killing -.-"
Can i stop suffering like this~ haih~

ipoh trip -.-"

2009-09-14T01:29:00.000-07:00

XD like yes like that~

The way i study :P

n um... nothin much lurr... just eat a lotssza food~ -.-"

guess which donuts i'll choose? :P

Sinopsis Of Novel ~ THE PEARL

2009-09-02T02:19:00.001-07:00

Sinopsis Of Novel ~ THE PEARL

CHAPTER I

Kino awakes at dawn. He watches his son sleeping in a “hanging box”. He sees his wife who is already awake. Juana begins to prepared breakfast. It is a prefect morning and contented. He hears “The Song of the Family”.

Kino then sees a movement near the “hanging box”. A scorpion moves slowly down the rope supporting the box. Kino thinks of the “Song of Evil”- the music of the Enemy. Kino stands still ready to catch the scorpion. However Coyotito cries out in pain. Kino grabs the scorpion. He beats and stamps it “rubbing it into a paste”. He does this until the scorpion becomes only a “moist place in the dirt”. This shows Kino to be a very violent man who cannot control his anger.

Juana cares the baby in her arms. She finds the bite and quickly sucks out the poison. Kino stands around helplessly. The baby’s scream alerts the neighbors. Kino’s brother Juan Thomas, his fat wife Apolonia and their 4 children come running. Everyone knows how dangerous a scorpion bits can be. Kino looks at Juana and realizes what a strong woman she is. Juana calls for doctor. Everyone tells her that the doctor will not come to the houses of poor people. She then decides to take Coyotito to the doctor.

Seen a procession leads to the doctor’s house. The beggars from the church also join in. At the gate, a native Indian opens the gate. The fat lazy doctor is having his breakfast in bed. He wants to know what money Kino has. All Kino has is “8 misshapen pearls” which are “valueless”. The guard tells Kino that the doctor is not at home. Kino feels humiliated. He is so angry he hits his fist on the fate and hurts himself.

CHAPTER II

This chapter begins with a description of La Paz. It is situated on an estuary. The most important possession of the people here are the canoes.

That morning, a hazy mirage hangs over the Gulf. In such a situation, “there is no certainty in seeing, no proof that what you saw was there or was not there”.

Kino and Juana come down the beach. The canoe that Kino owns is the “one thing of value he owned in the world”. It has been handed down to him by his grandfather. A canoe is the “bulwark against starvation”. A person with canoe will never starve.

Juana lays Coyotito on a blanket and protects him from the hot sun. Coyotito’s face is “puffy” and “feverish”. Juana has put a poultice- a traditional remedy on Coyotito’s shoulder.

On the sea Kino hears 2 songs: the Song of the Pearl That Might Be and the Song of the Undersea. Kino gets underwater with the help of a heavy rock. He sees a clump of oysters. Through its shell, he sees a “ghostly gleam”. Kino’s heart begins to beat fast. Slowly, he forces the oyster loose. He holds it tightly against his breast. He then kicks his foot free from the rock and gives up to the canoe.

Juana helps him into the canoe. She knows he is excited but she pretends to look away. “It is not good to want a thing too much. It sometimes drives the luck away”.

Kino then begins to open up the oysters. He keeps the large one for the last. He is afraid what he saw may just an “illusion”. “Open it,” Juana says. He carefully opens it with his knife. In the oyster lays “the great pearl, perfect as the moon”. It was as large as a seagull’s egg. It was the greatest pearl in the world”. Juana catches her breath and moans. Kino holds the pearl in his bruised first. At the same time, Coyotito’s swelling is going down. He unable to control his emotions. Kino puts his head back and howls. All the other canoes come racing towards him.

CHAPTER III

The news of the pearl travels fast through the village. The priest hears of the pearl and wonders how he can benefit from it. When the doctor hears of the pearl, he lies that Kino is his “client”. Everyone becomes interested in the pearl. The shopkeepers want to sell Kino their old clothes. The beggars hope that Kino will be generous to them.

Kino and Juana are not aware of what people thinking. They think that everyone shares their joy. Kino has a vision of what he plans to do with his new fortune.
-He wants to get married in church.
-He wants to buy new clothes.
-He wants to buy a harpoon and a riffle.
-He wants to send his son to school.

Education for his son is very important to him because Kino knows that it is only through education that they can break out of their cycle of poverty.

The priest visits them and reminds them of their duty to the church. The doctor also comes visiting. Kino is very angry at seeing the doctor. The doctor puts fear into Kino when he says that a scorpion sting can have a very “curious” effect. Out of fear, Kino allows him to see Coyotito. The priest takes out a “white powder” from his bag, puts it into a gelative capsule and stuffs it into the baby’s mouth. He promises to return in an hour.

When the doctor is gone, the baby gets very sick. As promised, the doctor returns in an hour and gives Coyotito an anti-dote. The evil doctor had in fact poisoned the baby. Before leaving, he asks for payment. Kino says that he will pay the doctor once he has sold his pearl. The doctor pretends to surprised at the news of the pearl. Through the “flick” of Kino’s eyes, Kino gives away the hiding placed the pearl.

At night, Kino hears noises in his hut. He grabs his knife and goes out. He is attacked and hurt. The attacker escapes. Juana pleads with Kino to get rid of the pearl. She says that “this thing is evil”. “It will destroy us all …… even our son”.

Kino refuses to listen. He says that, “this is our one chance … … our son must go to school. He must break out of the pot that holds us in”. It is only through education of Coyotito that they can ever get out of the cycle of poverty.

CHAPTER IV

In La Paz, everyone knows that Kino is going to sell the pearl that morning. The neighbors talk about what they would do if they had the pearl.

Before leaving to sell the pearl, Juan Tomas warns Kino and Juana against the people who have been cheating them all their lives. Kino also knows that people who try to leave their “station” will be punished. The whole neighbors follow Kino and Juana to the town because if they don’t go, it will be a sign of “unfriendship”.

The pearl buyer inspects the pearl and says that it is only “fools gold”. It has no value. He offers 1000 pesos. Kino says his pearl worth 50000 pesos. Other pearl buyers are called. The first two don’t want it. The third man offers 500 pesos. Kino snatches the pearl and says that it is not for sale.

That night the neighbors discuss whether Kino has done the right things. Kino decides to sell his pearl in the capital. At the same time he is afraid of going to town – a place he has never been to.

That night Kino hears sounds outside his house. He takes his knife and goes out. Juana follows. She finds him bleeding. Once again she tells him that the pearl is evil. It will destroy them. They must throw it away. Kino is stubborn; he refuses to listen to her.

CHAPTER V

Kino feels some movement near him. Juana gets up silently from beside him. Kino watches her go out the door way. Kino begins to feel very angry. He knows Juana is going to the shore to throw the pearl away.

Kino chases Juana. Then he strikes her in the face with his clenched fist. He kicks her in the side. Juana does not fight back. Her husband is “half-insane, half-god” to her.

While walking back from the beach, Kino is attacked again. The attacker tries to find the pearl on Kino. In the fight, Kino kills the attacker. The pearl falls on the ground.

Juana gets up and follows Kino. She finds the pearl. She helps Kino up. She hides the dead man. Kino knows that his life has been charged forever. He orders Juana to fetch Coyotito and all the corn they have. Kino finds his canoe destroyed. He rushed home to find his house on fire. They go to Juan Tomas’s house where they hide for the night. They leave people with impression that they have died in the fire.

CHAPTER VI

As Kino and Juana travel northwards, Kino feels excited. As they walk they keep covering their tracks so that no one will follow them. Juana wonders whether the pearl has any value after all. When they stop to rest during the day, Juana does not sleep. Suddenly, they heard noises. Kino gets up to investigate. He notices 3 trackers – one is on horseback. As the trackers pass by, they do not see Kino.

Kino and Juana escape into the mountains. Kino orders Juana to keep Coyotito quiet. All of them hide in a cave near a stream. While hiding in the cave, Kino finds that the trackers are already by the stream. Kino takes off his white clothing so that he will not be seen. The trackers hear Coyotito crying – they think it is a coyote pup. As the tracker prepares to shoot what he thinks is a coyote, Kino pounces on him. He grabs one of the tracker’s rifle and shoots him between the eyes. He stabs the other with his knife. The third tracker escapes up the cliff towards the cave. Kino shoots him. Kino stands silently and hears nothing but cry of death. Coyotito had been shot.

Kino and Juana arrive back in La Paz. Kino carries a gun while Juana has in her hands a bundle – the dead Coyotito. No one speaks to them. They walk directly to the sea. As they reach the shore, Kino remembers seeing Coyotito lying in the cave with his head shot. Kino throws the pearl away.

Random XD

2009-09-01T00:10:00.001-07:00

ITS FUN TO BE RANDOM XD!

i love my dad :)

2009-08-30T08:07:00.000-07:00

i love my great man~ he is my dad!
anyway, here's a photo which i took with his cake XD

2009-08-24T20:02:00.000-07:00

I will fulfill our promise and never sleep at half way again -_-"
Sorry :(

21/8/2009~

2009-08-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

well, basically, this day is special :)
nothin much wana share cuz its too damn long for me to share~
but just wanna say that the journey is soo nice~!
as usual, reach school, party started,
help to fired up the bbq~
hurt my face~
raining~ i won my bet ^^
someone owe me a week of lunch :P
and something else XD
umm... play with rain~
made Eric felt down~ ( so so sorry )
eat my potatoes!
go mamak~
Play like nuts while eatin~
play my saliva contain water =_="
scream~
play with dogs~
go back school~
Have a special talk with yen~ :)
Well, i was wrong to keep saying horror stuff :P
And home~~!
JUST~ miss this day~

singing~

2009-08-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

i finally know WHY~
i know why i sing every second and every minutes.
not cuz im talent, not cuz i like to perform as well,
but it is the only thing that i felt which it can accompany me every second :)

Dun Laugh XD

2009-08-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

Err, just some sharing.
WHO have the superb weird taste bud,
try to eat CHEESE DIP WITH MILO POWDER!!!! XD
Invented by daniel and ricky =_="

How deep you understand?

2009-08-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

Arrh~~ i fail to achieve xXxx~
These few days in school, almost every prefect is discussin about the new ajk stuff.
I dun think i can understand how they think about it but,
Even though whatever position u get, wasn't u gaining somethin that others don't?
Everything is fate.
Think about the argument, the silly thought that makes you wasting your time now and compare yourself to those poverty, victim, who are suffering from death? aren't u really that suffer? :)
Dun blame and demand more and more.. there is always ppl who is worse thn u.
Since they can just swallow the pain, why we-city ppl can't?
Things will never had an end. What u hav is what u deserve.
If u have the potential, somday u will have a better chance :) now, everything is just a small test.
Aiyo, secondary school only mar~
Why everyone hav to think till so serious?? @.@
i really dun understand....

我：）

2009-08-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

看起以前的自己，发现自己进步了～
不论以前的自己唱的多烂，
但，回忆还是美好的。。
每当想起或看起那些短片，我真的回到以前了 :P
结果是如何的确不重要，过程才是宝贵的！

1-8-2009

2009-08-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Well, basically...
I LOVE THIS DAY!
hahah~
This special day is actually devided to two different situation, 2 different feelings de!
First one is the morning session,
THE SINGING COMPETITION~!
even though its last minutes practice,
Last 3 hours just like what i did with esther,
We manage hit our target(even though maybe just lucky XD)
haha-------1st wor---- wakakak~
but yet, its still a good memory. thanks ya wen hui~
Here it goes, the competition started at 8 but i woke at 5 so it already make me tired cuz friday me po li and mei kei went pasar seni to do our class shirt so its really drive me nuts, plus the whole singing session make me feel so worry and AMY who comes to our school to be the judges really give me pressure lar @.@ however, at last we also took some pic with her and shouted while her singing~
But everything ended up at 3.
SO i quickly rush to leisure mall to eat my "pan min" cuz i haven't took my breakfast yet der~~
Thn go back as usual, who know i hav to accc my bro fetch my cousin to mid valley which located just the same road everyone using to the place to protese.
=_=" damn it... that moment really crazy lar... waited for 2 hour man...

And when im home after every mess end up, its like 5.15?
So i quickly shower and prepare to annual dinner which i tot i suppose wait at school at 6 -.-"
And so, while i wearing, i receive the call saying that everyone is waiting me -.-"
god man...
thn rush to school lor...haha~ but luckily, nooone scold me XD
when we reach the hotel by bus,
the hotel is bravo and nice!
when we reach, everyone is bz taking picture and all those stuff.
hahaha~ than start eating and stuff~
and even it is short moment, with everyone there~ it is warm. :)
and Flamingo Hotel(if im not mistaken :P) have a really really nice scene!
I love to lake there~ especially at night XD
Things just suddenly become so peaceful and the environment is really really cozy.
However, its pretty tiring. my eye bag is so obvious @.@
haha~
"im so happy to enjoy with the princess" dunno quoted from where der :P
wakaka~ but really lar, i do enjoy this day~ haha~
enjoys the photo session with " so call- the princess" XD(like yes like that)

Here is a few pic sample~

stay the same.

2009-07-28T23:27:00.001-07:00

This songs inspire me really really a lot.
love yourself because there's nothing better to be yourself :)
don't compare, don't hate, don't envy, don't demand.
what u have now is the best and we really ought to appreciate what we have by now.
Fate changes anytime and we can do it cuz it is hold by our hand :)
Think positive, optimistic, rational and be honest to yourself.
Don't get disturb by others and don't do silly stuff for just someone..

Everything is right :)

2009-07-28T23:27:00.000-07:00

Human's Hands~

2009-07-19T11:01:00.000-07:00

Well, i got nothin to say much here but i'm here to share something,
its kinda lame but i heard this quote in a drama movie.
it says, human's hand is a gift of god, but yet.. it is a very special one.
"When the others is greeting u politely with their right hand, the might hiding a evil punch at their left hand.."

:) Do everything and treat everyone real and 100%??
Not really...

no. i dun want it.

2009-07-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

我越来越不了解了。。。
我不想。。
真的想得好累。
can i rest? :''(

-Be lie ve-

2009-07-10T09:11:00.000-07:00

I gain true trust, not a believe which sandwich a lie.

And, to all form five students. its time for last three months wars.

RUN!

2009-06-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

Run towards your dream!!

B'DAY

2009-06-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

CHAN YEW CHUNG~ HAPPY B'DAY :)
Well, friends forever!! u rocks XD
May all your dreams come true, filial son and a good friend.

29-5-09 / teacher day / big show

2009-05-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

It's really such a loooong time i've never update my blog.
Today, it's really fun n enjoyable for me.
First of all, to any teacher who did view mt blog, HAPPY TEACHER DAY!
Teacher, if u never will to be this very important part in every life of teenager, we will never grow up. Grow up. This is a song which will always pop up in my mind, i love the song, i love the meaning and memory of it :)
Okay, today, i really really felt whats call "chillax" XD
Today is the very important day because today, we are goin to threw out our 2 days speed rehearsing performing to every great teacher in the great school- Connaught High School.
Well, at first when i reach school, of cuz very busy walk here and there, after that gotta practice de lar, and i can sure that my sweat flow like water pipe today.
But, there is also a fun part that i've love.
When everyone is in the hall watchin "coming soon" which is a horror movie. It is soo funny to see different expresion. Of cuz, i did enjoy the movie too (even i just watched a bit XD)
Why i didn't watched it all?? hah~ to accompany a pig who haven't done her geo assignment lar..
Anyway, i like the moment :) thanks ;)
Yesterday, the pig want me to help her do the cover wo... :P but i voluntary de lar XD
Hah, made me so panic tim, worry u will say ugly, who knows vise versa :P
Now only i realise i really got the potential XD
U better sleep earlier la, everyday sleep so late =) holiday dy lar.
ANd um... deng deng deng deng!
.............................................
.............................................
.............................................
.............................................
(a little suspense for the reader XD)
It's the ... rehearsal on stage luu!!
Everyone is kinda panic because we never really tried to perform at stage der..
But, the effect was not too bad =)
Everyone was sooo so happy and we really very bring out the quote :"win to gether, lose together, TEAMWORK"
Though the real performing wasn't really that good as the PA system got a bit problem but it was my fault too because i forgot the lyric XD
I never really panic and it is the other way rounf, everyone enjoy it :)
Eric enjoy his drum and her attention,Catherine enjoy her piano and sub vocal like his husband XD, Jeremy enjoy his guitar and sub vocal, yew chung enjoy his guitar and 'coolness', Jessy enjoy his guitar and the very fascinating bridge, Rachel enjoy her very important bass guitar which she is really a important role :) Where, me-I enjoy the sing and fun though i really forgotten the lyric till just mumbling :P
After we end the concert XD, teachers giving really good feedback and say, I'm proud of u =) because we are singing 2 songs- you can who is sprcially edited by my best best friend, aunyee and esther thoo. Thanks you too :) sorry to disappoint u too XD i will try my best next time!
After school, we went to maideen for a super crazy 'crapping lunch' hah~ it was fun!
Everyone attened but jesse is busying with somethin else :P
CONCLUSION:
I"m HaPpY!!

here is some of our picture~ :)

Everyone is having fun =) oh yaa, try to find for my bottle in the pic XD hah~

Everyone! and....Narcissi me :P

2009-05-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

崇拜

my current fav songs XD, although i dunno how long this songs can bring me the feeling. :P

2009-05-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

NUTLESS MONKEY -_-

2009-05-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

圣人千虑，必有一失。
愚人千虑，必有一得。
Everyone, pls don't ever forget this phrase. it's more than true.
Even someone who is smart will make mistake and..
It's time to refresh simple knowledge within yourself dy..

My own thought

2009-05-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

today i had a random thought.
Just very simple theory that everyone with mouth can say,
Appreciate every u know in your life.
And always tell yourself, i'm thanks to meet him instead of why him?
um.. one more random thought.
Sometimes what u can see with your naked eye wasn't true,
Don't judge a person, not because of its shell, not because of its cover,
But its past. everything changes. nothin will stay forever.
but i believe a true love and friendships can stay forever. :)
I deeply appreciate every friends that help me in my 17 life journey.
Even u r just a guess through in my life for a day,
I believe thats what we called 缘分.
Hmm... Esther, when u see this pose,
I wanna say thanks. I really miss the talk that night.
I'll miss you.. and hope we can both fight for an excellent result! :D

Here is a songs that i've been falling in love for theses few days. hope i got some friends who have a some favor. i know im kinda outdated but i love the lyric so much.

神秘嘉賓

我踩著梦的阶梯走进了一座迷雾森林
谁的心事被天使窃听泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计下一秒谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼揭开了面具掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

你按了我的门铃我终于从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮对你说一句欢迎光临

全场观众都离席剩下我还在原地寻觅
耳边听着谢幕的歌曲走不出去

谁闯进我的场地谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情你却给我一笔
狡猾地致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有你参与笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束的结局

my fault. again and again!!!!

2009-04-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

my fault??
yea. it seems its my fault again.
just blame everything on me and u will never wrong thing, not even one.
And I finally realize SILENT IS A VERY RUDE ACTION!
U r the angel and im the devil.

I'm DAMN PISS! SO WHAT??!!!

STUDY!!

2009-04-19T01:39:00.000-07:00

well, this is the history for studying history. XD
To get a good result in history...
We must...
Understand??
not really.

Do more practice??
Kind of.

But..
Memorize -.-??
YES!

XD

2009-04-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

Wrong! too wrong for u to make this stupid thought.
Neither a simple sorry or words con apologise.
I'm pissed!

Carnival, Chin 'day! (postpone) :P

2009-04-15T18:43:00.000-07:00

Feel like getting one for urself?? :D

Err... seriously, this shot makes the bread looks like a golden bread!!

Okay, here it goes! this things causes me to sick for dunno how many N days~ -.-"

Nah... The crowd looks so excited -.-"

Biiang -.-"

Woosh!! see.... tis thingy really cold man...

Chin actin emo :P haha~ its a forcing shot actually.
wakaka~

D.I.C...... where is esther??!

WEll, thankx for jia jun. Da name is soo weird XD

JJ and b'day girl.

Me??

Uncle Ooi yee~ XD

The Melvin~ haha

ALL OF US~!

And finally..... I'm home XD

Bless me!

2009-04-15T18:18:00.000-07:00

I will not lose to the foreign pathogens! -.-!

fate~

2009-04-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

what can i say is,
-My pendrive spoil and it contain lot of my stuff.
-I get fooled.
-Once again, I hate demanding and selfish friends
-I'm tired but got a lotza work.
-I'm goin to burn the midnight oil.
-And today I'm wet thanks to the rain.
-I wish my voice can completely recover tomorrow.
-I wish i could have friends that can acc me during my schooling section.
-I wanna exercise tomorrow.
-I want to buy a new pendrive.
-I love protein (dun think too much) XD
-I'm not in good mood today but i hope its a better day tomorrow~

Why -.-"!!

2009-03-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

Why the god treat me this way...
I want my voice back ar :P
Speaking like a girl really kinda hard for me to communicate-.-"

To my friends~

2009-03-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

Well, first of all i wanna explain myself that,
It wasn't any changes that make me reply late but when i reach home there's just a few million stuff causes me to hardly reply. so i'm so so sorry to all my friends ya.
And um... today is a very important day for my brother becuz is his birthday!
He is finally one year older and i just like the way he smile.
Sometimes his smile can always cheers me up.
1 more point, if those people who playing prank calls sees this,
I REALLY HOPE U WON'T DO SO.
PLEASE~ it is really annoying. I dunno why it is fun for u but how if i'm in a urgn situation where my phone is lack of battery? one call can give causes me such a big problem. Please really think twice about that.
TQ~
Lastly, EARTH HOUR, it actually meaningful, dun misunderstood it.
SAVING THE EARTH IS NOT ONE MAN JOB AND JUST ONE HOUR-- BUT EVERYONE AND EVERY SECOND. The world depends on us. Don't being so selfish! Think about your next generation!

Penang Journey~~! wee~

2009-03-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

THe First scenery i've shoot in penang! its so nice to relax yourself at the beach sometimes~~
the scenery is so nice and i hope it won't be polluted! :)
Well.. it is just meaningful and it suddenly pop in my computer and thats why i post it. ( dunno why it reminds me my history teacher XD) learn from our past, do well in present, be the best in the future!
Well here is my first day (narcissism huh?? :p)
heh~ the most important day among the whole week! the annual dinner. haha~ Cadware rocks!!
Well, this is the last day of being in penang in morning... everyone should get good rest and refreshed.. but look at me -.-" just like 3 days didn't hit the sack.

Boring Day!!

2009-03-15T22:36:00.000-07:00

Well, I've got nothin much to say but my life is really boring in ipoh and penang~~
I really hope i'm at KL now. At least still can go for gym and jogging.
And i really miss my Computer and Tuition So SO much~
Cuz this might be the last time i can use computer and i dun wanna just studyin bio for the whole freakin week!!!~
And a good news for my friends~~ i finally noe how to fix a 4*4 Rubiks!! :P
wahahahaha~ And, I'm really happy cuz this morning till now i didn't receive any prank calls leh!!! haha~I dun like prank calls and i hate it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-02-28T18:33:00.000-08:00

today is a birthday of u~ u now who u r.
actually im kinda pity u cuz ur birthday is four years once. hahaha~
but it also show that u r unique o~~!!
and i just wanna say that~ really wish u all the best and happy birthday!!
i'll never forget those day we sing together. :P haha~ it will be a very nice memories~
ESTHER U ROCKS~

Oh YEa~ to all my friends, i've change a new number again :P
da number is 016=xxxxxxx haha~ if u guys wanna noe thn ask me lar...
becuz there are too many contact to inform.
sorry for the troubling XD

He*a good friend~

2009-02-27T20:50:00.000-08:00

He stay near with me.
He study at the same class with me.
He is a motorola fans just like me.
He is currently using my dream phone. ROKR E8.
HE is a friend of mine.
He love to jog.
Thanks to him and i jog and till gotta hell XD
i'll jog with him for a second time!!

*Chin, i didn't cheat u de lar. its me! say sorry when u see this message!! :P

more or less??

2009-02-26T02:11:00.000-08:00

Is this something we need to compare?
as long as we take each other important.
no guilty, no sorry, no other stuff needed becuz...
Its more than enough.
U always said, how u have someone, how friends of urs treat u good,
I really don't feel good. But with no reason.
Perhaps, i don't hope u say i didn't treat u well. Becuz i do...
however, just wanna say, i do care about you. Just, i'm not so sweet.

*So Yesterday-My current favorite song! :) just love it too much~
well, it is actually a meaningful songs for me these days. and actually i planned to post these sentence at a new post but since its today's post, so i decide to stuck them all in one post. :p
"So yesterday, so yesterday... I'm just that bird that already flow away~" this songs keep whispering by me and it filled up in my mind. Because of the melody, the lyric. keep the stuff i liked, and it will never be returned!! wahaha~
p:s and everytime i listened to this songs, it reminds me of the raining scenery at the evening!

不要再傻了。。。

2009-02-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

今天，我在收音机听见-不要再原地跑步了。。。
听着听着，我觉得我也因该觉悟了。。
人生十分短暂啊。。。考试一眼间因该就快到了吧。。。
哈哈，我应该也开始努力了吧！！ :)
* I'm sorry if any problem occurs becuz of me and my temper might behave badly but, this few days i really dun feelin like explaining myself. I exhibit what im :D

muscle cramp...

2009-02-23T06:32:00.000-08:00

今天，我领悟了。
我的身体不受呼唤了，病了。
今天，我明白了。
凡是都要对自己有信心。
今天，我看透了。
人生的现实。
今天，我也内疚，忏悔了。。。
信心，来自自己，不是外来的。
我，彻底的失败了。。。
对不起力涛，对不起。

GET BACK!

2009-02-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

HEY YOU! DON'T HUMILIATE YOURSELF!!
DON'T ALWAYS TALK CRAP AND THINK URSELF SMART!
THIS IS THE REASON U DIDN'T GET A HIGH PAY JOB!
NUTS! GET BACK FROM MY LIFE NOW!

-Realize-

2009-02-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

Realize-
Something is now or never.
Realize-
Something is never priceless.
Realize-
Someone really important.
Realize-
Maybe i should treat my friend better :)

*It just take time to realize.

transparent! I'm NOT!!

2009-02-18T07:37:00.001-08:00

Nothin to say much cuz im now doin my exercise.
But jus wanna say, I'M not and i ain't no a hollow man!
I'm still ur student. Don't just ignore and neglect me.
I HAD FeELINGS~!
And u 3! Dun make me like a freak fool just hang beside u yet no nothin!!
I AIN'T A TOY!

*TO someone tot im always depress, I'm NOT! just every time everything is so coincidence!

我瘦了。。。

2009-02-14T23:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday, its a memorable day for me.
Firstly, i really wanna thanks PBC to give me da chance for participating.
It is really fun and i really didn't regret to spend my valentine with them :)
and thanks to everyone who cooperate with me,helped me,support me.(especially those kind and nice seniors) thanks.
After the show, everyone is called to give a short speech and i saw that jj cried.
Its really kinda touch but maybe im a cool blooded person, becuz what comes in my mind is relief, satisfy, enjoy, happy and fun? but never really thought of cryin. Am i really a simple person with simple mind and dream? haha.... Perhaps i will know what im one days. People always said, u will noe ur strength but not weakness, but i doubt that. because i think i only noe my weakness, i never noe what im good at. Not at all!
But finally this tiring and fun event passed. But i hope there will be a next chance for me to help and stand on da stage again at 新春晚会 :)
ALthough i thin dy. hahaa~ but its not really bad, cuz no need do exercise :P
2009 this valentine, i willl never forget. it will be kept deep within my heart.
p.s- i'll upload da pic when im free.

加油！

2009-02-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

To all PBC members! all the best!!!
Just one more days to go~! ^^

Sorry,,

2009-02-09T02:35:00.001-08:00

I'm sorry my friend.
I'll never do that again.. and, im lost...
can someone lead me to a right path?

Sorry,,

2009-02-09T02:35:00.000-08:00

11.30-hope it ends

2009-02-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

half more hour to the next day.
i really really hope this freaking day ends even one minutes earlier.
conflict happened can't be explain through words here, even yes, its could be an essay.
perhaps i would type it out someday.
but...
I FEEL REALLY REALLY BAD!!! FRUSTRATED!!RAGE!! TIRED+DEHYDRATED!
I'm tired with all those duties which only get blame instead of compliment.
I'm so sick with those selfish student.
I'm so sick with jealousy.
I'm so freak out with insect.
I'm so sad for losing my new mechanical pencil.
AND i'm so sorry to my not doin exercising body T.T
Conclusion... my day is just sux :'(

我好累。。。

2009-02-02T11:07:00.001-08:00

今早，本来和他说好要一起跑步。。。
可是，当闹钟响起。。我却懒洋洋地拿起手机打了个‘鸽子短信’。。
自以为可以好好补充昨夜3点才睡的精力。。。可是不知恶梦在后头！

Today morning there is a rehearsal start from 8 o'clock till 3 in our school hall...
But among 4 of us,3 attend.
2 try to practice, 1 busy, 1 absent because need to work -.-"

Okay... here the stories goes.

Just when we wanna practice da songs, he calles and says that he got another better plan. But for me it is just crap. (time to learn chien hoong a bit XD) I didn't mean to blame anytin but u if u don't discuss with us instead of giving orders, anyone will pissed!
Soo... as a conclusion, without 4 of us gathered, da songs can't be practice.

Another worse stuff happened. Dunno what the hell happened to my brain... I yell at egg -.-" Chin... I'm sorry ya.

But luckily i stayed at school until 2 somethin then i bounce. I felt better at a moment... which is when im in da car -.-"

I said so becuz when i reach home, I've been helpin my parents to do chores!!!
As example: cleaning, sweepin da floor, folding some papers(dunno what it calls in english but in chinese is 金*not even comfirm in chinese),going to petaling street to take roasted pork, jelly, and entertain guess, *secretly take a nap, and until now.... T.T

Errm... its 3.34 now...and i think i really beh tahan liao, my brain is not really performin good and i dunno what am i goin say next..so, Good Night Myself:)

*oh ya, i actually tried to type in chinese becuz i realise my chinese is gettin worse. but da speed of typin chinese word is really really *limited :X so i refuse to do so.
To chinese supporter, I'm sorry :P

我好累。

2009-02-02T11:07:00.000-08:00

My Journey and memories During NY :)

2009-01-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

A THings I will proudly to SHARE! My daddy SUPERB driving SKILL! LOL~
First of all! these drinks made me increases 2KG!!! -.-" but i'll surely miss them a lot XD~
Okay... here comes da first day! I'm superb happy seeing all my couzie back and i just get my ROKR S9!! i just love the day~okay... it's actually a seafood -.-"

Cute?? i mean my uncle. he's nice. haha~
Okay~ let me introduce her. Woan Woan! :)
And Her Sis-- Ni ni(Jamie) :)
Woan+Ni+ME+Zi Hao(A future engineer) XD
The Most tasty dinner we had in IPOH! see how happy and charmin we are?? :P
Cute or Devil?? :P
Okay. as a conclusion..
I really really had a lotza fun here in ipoh! (although i get scolded once becuz i wear black once :P)
But time pass bloody fast! da holiday which every chinese love da most passed.
After Tonight, we'll may not meet our cousin in a short while.
After Tonight, We May not have the chance to chat with them.
So.. we ought to appreciate every moment of our life.
No matter it nice, or bitter.
LASTLY~ 祝大家牛年发大财！2009 yeah!
(actually there is tons more of pic. But i'm really lazy to upload. perhaps i'll upload when da mood come XD)
p.s~ Ni,Woan,Zi HAo. I'll Miss u guys!

PHOTO!!! FOOD!!! MY FM!! XD

2009-01-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

yer!!
i WaNT Myy PHotO~!
When U Ccann sEnd IT to MiiEE~

HAH!!
I LooVE IppOH!!
THOsEe Food HEreE iS FreakINg NICE!!
And I REAllise IF i dn exercise... I Will Have A TUmMY SoOoN XD

YEAH!!
LasStly, In ThIss YEAR~
WisSH Everyone 牛年发大财！万象更新！
AnD BE HAPPY AllWAyySs!
IF u can't.... Listen Tto MY FM AlBbum!
ITs SOo Nice XD
IT just Brighten UuP MY NEw YeAr!
hahahahahaha~
Thanks To MyyY FriEnD TOO YAa!

FINALLY!!

2009-01-23T23:12:00.001-08:00

after a tiring period!
Finally....
NEW YEAR ARRIVED XD

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2009~

a bad week~

2009-01-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

i'm goin to be insane this week! freaking tired.

oh ya... i realise this week many misunderstanding happened wo.

anyone misunderstood me, pls... i can explain ^^

Crazy Stuff!

2009-01-18T04:47:00.001-08:00

THE FREAKY COCKROACH! I HATE EM'

YESTERDAY

Yesterday night, me and my bro was running at the famous The Garden at night 10.30~

After reach home at 11 somethin, i slept on da floor with my towel covered.

I waken by my bro to eliminate a freaking cockroach. -.-"

TODAY

This morning when i'm eatin dim sum with my family, i saw 小强在肥皂里冬眠。

I went to eat shogun with my family until my stomach like a balloon.

Bought a singlet with da wrong size.

I ask to change it, da stupid worker give me a wrong type singlet and i realised it after home-.-"

Now... i don't feel good.

Yeah!

2009-01-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

I felt so so freaking relief to make a turning point!

-.-" its a very complicated story but...

Lets talk about today... i did something instead of nothing.

But the point is... I really have fun today!

This few things i did today-

1.)chattin with jesse and using mobile phone at school -.-".

2.)Helping someone to find someone.

3.)Try to promote valentine stuff.

4.)shot-put

5.)Accidently made my friend sad. :(

6.)Fitness first :)

7.)Take pic

Lastly,

Ivan, Chin.. I'm sorry.

Hit The Beat!

2009-01-15T04:01:00.000-08:00

I'm on the way to hit my target in this week~

not on study.

not on singing.

But~

SportS!

I felt kinda satisfied and i also felt ....... once again tired...

I LOVE U~!

Thanks ya~

2009-01-14T05:46:00.000-08:00

Firstly,I realise i really say good bye with da "I'm tired" dy leh!! hah~!

2nd, Thanks ya dear egg! thanks for da drink.

3th, Thanks ya AY! thanks for da CD!!

4th, I HATE U,U,U and U!!!

YesTerday, Today, Tomorrow!

2009-01-13T03:13:00.000-08:00

You Rocks !!! Love u babe!

Okay~ I finally had some time to post! XD

errm... just feelin to share some of my feelings~

Yesterday- Freaking tired and depress.

I'm really disappointed and angry with my mistake and i'll surely correct it!

Today-Freaking tired too! and very peak day~

haha~ can't believe myself never said a "I'm tired" for the entire day even after a superb gym session!!! XD

Tomorrow- well, I guess it will be freaking tired day again :P and very nice day!

Conclusion... I nEeD ReSt!

SinGing AgAiN~ XD

2009-01-11T04:39:00.000-08:00

I'm Going To sing Again!

Be With Me~ :)

2009-01-10T04:23:00.000-08:00

U used to be with me when im lonely..

be with me when im happy..

be with me when im depress..

IT used to be with me.....

But where are U now when i needed the most in this very important year... :'(

i dun wanna express anything wrongly ANYMORE~

And i want support from u guys.

i hope U to be with me.

Right now, at this moment, at 2009~!

ALL THE BEST DANIEL TAN!!!! XD

Memorable memory

11.23PM saturday, oct 24

SPM

ipoh trip -.-"

Sinopsis Of Novel ~ THE PEARL

Sinopsis Of Novel ~ THE PEARL

Random XD

i love my dad :)

21/8/2009~

singing~

Dun Laugh XD

How deep you understand?

我 ：）

1-8-2009

stay the same.

Everything is right :)

Human's Hands~

no. i dun want it.

-Be lie ve-

RUN!

B'DAY

29-5-09 / teacher day / big show

My own thought

神秘嘉賓

my fault. again and again!!!!

STUDY!!

Carnival, Chin 'day! (postpone) :P

Bless me!

fate~

Why -.-"!!

To my friends~

Penang Journey~~! wee~

Boring Day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

He*a good friend~

more or less??

不要再傻了。。。

muscle cramp...

GET BACK!

-Realize-

transparent! I'm NOT!!

我瘦了。。。

加油！

Sorry,,

Sorry,,

11.30-hope it ends

我好累。。。

我好累。

My Journey and memories During NY :)

PHOTO!!! FOOD!!! MY FM!! XD

FINALLY!!

a bad week~

Crazy Stuff!

Yeah!

Hit The Beat!

Thanks ya~

YesTerday, Today, Tomorrow!

SinGing AgAiN~ XD

Be With Me~ :)

我：）